I am in love with one of my friends and I hate it. He is funny, sweet, cute and everything I want in a man. See there is a flaw there though he sees me as only a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. Hence why I hate it. I have tried ignoring my feelings or him, flirting with other men everything but the fact still remains is that I am in love with a man that sees right through me. Though that is what men tend to do they are rather oblivous to what is sitting right in front of them.
I can survive all of this though it be fine until he starts asking me advice about who to date, he describes them to me and than goes which one should I date and I help him cause that is what friends are for but it leaves me with a big gapping hole and feeling like I can't breathe it hurts that much.
So in my humble opinion love sucks and I hate it.